Time Heals All Wounds is the dumbest saying ever. It is true for some things - but time will never heal my wounds. I would love for it to get better...but lately things are just going downhill. I thought we were finally heading in a good direction. I have heard that with grief that you can go forward and then end up right back at the beginning without any warning.
Today has been an awful day. I actually had a decent day at work since I had 2 meetings that went well. Of course I tried to make these changes myself 2 years ago - but I don't have much clout and it never got fully implemented. It will still end up where I wanted it to - and since some of the work is done - I just have to clean up some more and get it where it needs to be.
Malea and I have been talking more about lots of different things. She actually got a lot done in her room and I can see most of the floor!
Keagan has been very clingy and whiney lately. Yesterday he cried at every little thing. He isn't normal a big cry baby - so not sure what is up with him. I think it might be me being back at work. I can't stay home forever - as much as I'd love to do that!
I'd like to not be crying all the time again. I have other issues going on that I just don't know how to address.
Off to bed to hopefully catch up on some of the sleep I lost. I just hope I can sleep in this empty house. I can't remember the last time I had a completely empty house....so strange!
I am a wife and mother of 2. I have many different interests - baking, home renovations, music, education ;)