I was so worried about the holidays and how things were going to be. We made it! With few tears on my part even! It helped that a new little baby arriving helped soften the blow and gave us something to look forward to.
I know that Dave would be so excited for this new nephew as well. We always fought over holding our babies and he always took every opportunity to hold other babies of family members.
I had another dream of him the other day. We were at some strange camp thing watching someone perform. I'm thinking it was Malea. I know my Mom was there with me watching and we were outside. We were just sitting there and I look up and he's walking towards me. I just grabbed on to him and said - I didn't think you would come. I held on to him forever and then we went walking through this camp area. Then I woke up :( I wish the dreams would give me a message of some sort - letting me know that he was proud or something - or watching over us - or just something. I guess he says he loves me always in the dreams- maybe that is what I need to hear?
My birthday is Friday and New Year's right before....last holiday until Valentine's Day. I'm dreading all of them!. I'd prefer to just go by without anyone saying Happy Birthday to me. I've always loved my birthday - now it just feels like blah.....
Hope everyone else has a great New Year's and your 2015 is a great year!
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