Malea wasn't feeling well today. Unfortunately she seems to be taking after me and starting to get migraines :( We'll have to figure out what to do about it. I didn't start getting them until high school. I think it has something to do with school. Things get more stressful in school younger now and she's taking quite a few high school classes. We didn't discuss it much at the doctor. They couldn't really do anything for me either. However hers do seem worse than mine were. I don't remember missing school for mine. She keeps getting this horrible vertigo with hers. We go back to the doctor in 3 months to check her blood again, but I might have to try to get her in earlier.
Since Malea stayed home today and I already got a late start to the day I just started out in a bad mood. I gradually got worse and just started getting very angry at Dave. Why did he leave me? I have too much on my plate and could really use an extra hand. He would have been able to help. I'm so stressed with the lack of time I have left through the end of the year. I really wanted to chaperone Keagan's field trip and I just really can't with how little time I have left :( He's not too happy about it. I always try to make it a point to chaperone since I don't get to do too much else with the class. I didn't chaperone this trip for Malea - Dave did - so I feel like I should really try to do it. I just don't think I have the time :(
I drive by the tree every day. Today I just looked at it and was so angry. Why do I have to be here doing all of this by myself? Why do I have to go about my day telling random people all the accomplishments I'm making when he would be so happy for me and so encouraging. I seek out other people to be as excited as I am. It is so dumb....wish I didn't feel the need to brag or have other people join me in my excitement. This challenge has been great because we have to tell people about what we do to get the points. That ends Friday so I won't be doing that anymore.
Grrr....I don't like being mad at him.
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