Over the last year and a half I have had many bad days. Fortunately - the number of days between bad days is increasing. I don't have as many bad weeks (though July was much tougher as a whole) and may not even have a bad day every week. I have bad moments often - but they don't always consume the whole day.
Today is a bad day though. It has been a rough week coming back to work - being overly stressed with how much I have to do and then working on my flip house every night as well. About 2 more weeks of that and I'll be good. Then I'll have a little break - unless I decide to put an offer on this other house I've been eyeing.
The thing about bad days is though.....From March 1999- May 2014 - I had someone I could call. I had someone that would pull me back to Earth and tell me everything was going to be ok. I probably didn't bother him with my bad days until easily June of 99 (if then...I don't remember) - I was blissfully happy with him and didn't have many bad days anyway. He was very rarely the cause of them. If he was - it never lasted long. I couldn't stay mad it him - he was just too cute ;)
It is so hard having him be the cause of all my bad days. I just miss him so much. I wish I could be more than I am...positive or hopeful.
At least tonight we are taking a trip to the beach. We are going to dinner and then watching the sunset. No working on the house tonight...just the kids and I on an adventure to the Dunes. Hopefully the weather is fine....they would be fine just to play in the sand. Keagan wants to go down the water slide - so hopefully it is there still.
I really hope we can fit a weekend getaway to Michigan's Adventure before school starts back up. I also promised Keagan that we'd go see my sister. August is already here tomorrow - so only 4 weekends to choose from! So much to do - so little time!
I am a wife and mother of 2. I have many different interests - baking, home renovations, music, education ;)