I realized that my last post was all the way back in April. Wow!! Not sure what that means.
Well I was pretty busy with various things. I had also been trying to seriously date. I went on a couple - well 4 - they were all very nice. I knew I was ready for the possibility of love again. I knew I'd be really picky because well I had a great guy and I deserve the best.
It isn't that easy dating as a widow. It actually really sucks. Most of the time I didn't tell people right away that I was a widow. I always ended up telling them fairly soon because well it is a pretty big deal. I always have my kids - granted Malea can babysit Keagan now - but still they are always around. I can't really ship them off somewhere and there is no Dad to have them every other weekend or anything. Also - if anything ever worked out - my kids would be around and they'd have to be willing to have them be around.
I've tried online dating for a little over a year now.
I am a wife and mother of 2. I have many different interests - baking, home renovations, music, education ;)